Transition Complete

Well, I totally meant to do this gradual post about transitioning with Jachin but things didn't complete go as plan so neither did this. Between Jachin, the new family, us or Maddy being sick the ideal plan for transition went back and forth here and there. The last day we had with Jachin was his 3rd birthday, Oct. 24th. We had one party for some local friends on Saturday and then his party with our community on Monday.

So, how are we doing?

I have been asked that question many times the past few days and honestly I can say that we are doing well. Everytime I see him I tear up and I think that is mostly because I immediately think, "Aww! He is so cute! Why did we have to let him go?" When you see his precious little face, just like with someone else's baby, you feel like no one could ever have struggles or get mad at that cute little face. But, just like with someone else's baby, when you live with them things change. I know that in pictures his cute little face goes a long way but I know in the day to day it is too much for me at 29 weeks pregnant. I know that giving him to a family that can focus on him solely was what is best for him and us. I know his new family is perfect for him.

How do I know?

I can see it. On his birthday his new mommy brought him over for a play date with some other little kids and it made my heart so happy to see him smile at her when she sang to him. He is happy and that is what matters. They love him and he is getting love.

He is doing well and I know it.

Last week at fellowship he and his new family came and sat in front of us and Maddy was so happy. She leaned over and gave him a kiss - aww! We then started singing the song “He knows my name” and I was immediately filled with job and awe. I rejoice that the words in this song are true for my unborn child as well as Jachin. Jachin has a maker who calls him His own. He will never leave Jachin no matter where he goes. He knows Jachin’s name. He knows Jachin’s every thought. He sees each tear that falls and WILL hear Jachin when he calls. Jachin has a Father and one day I hope he will have a relationship with his perfect Father.